i love this.

No matter how hard I try to explain this pain, nobody will ever understand it. Nothing in this world will compare to the pain you feel when someone decides to just break your heart. No matter how much you loved that someone, no matter how much pain they know they'll make you go through, no matter the unexplained reasons, and the never said goodbyes, after all the shit you put up with just to see their smile, they will backstab you till you get tired. And even after all the unbearable pain, one day, sooner or later, you will meet each other again, maybe just for a minute, maybe for a whole night, but even though you promise yourself those lonely nights that you'll never let him hold your heart again, you will see him and your stomach will turn, and you smile will widen and the emotions will come flooding again. Because falling in love, hell yeah its easy, its beautiful, its tempting, and its extraordinary. But moving on, even when your heart is stuck in reverse, is as painful as death.